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| Monday, October 19th, 2009 | | 2:39 am |
it's okay, i was wearing a helmet. | | Saturday, September 26th, 2009 | | 2:17 pm |
last night i typed in "dlickr.com" when trying to update my flickr. whoops. | | Thursday, September 24th, 2009 | | 4:43 pm |
current mood:
shrunken blazers, clean dishes, sad hour at the bar, feeling that the entire complexity of my being cannot be condensed into a 15 minute interview, craving to play guitar only after everyone has gone to sleep, fresh mozzarella cheese, Scrabble bingos, strangers thinking that I'm a stripper, coffee w/ cream and Splenda, wishing that you wouldn't sleep with your roommates, leggings, bar trivia, Eagle Eye Mariah Carey, knitting, "puss puss", postcards in the mail from friends in NYC, baking cupcakes, AND acoustic Lady Gaga videos | | Friday, June 19th, 2009 | | 3:52 pm |
Current Mood:
boheme, gamine, guitar, frisbee, grill-outs, make-outs, sleeping in, going out, i'm on a boat, dancing, beer, girly cocktails, nerdgasms, iced coffee, people watching, pups, basement shows, occasional work, reading, knitting, unplugging, let's ride bikes, (with streamers), art galleries, peanut galleries, 90's nostalgia, cameras with film, the terrace, bare shoulders, your diploma's in the mail  i was in milwaukee wednesday-thursday for a quick drive-by doc appointment and then vintage shopping. there is a sign on the door to value village that says: customers may not bring their firearms inside. srsly? anyway, i bought some cardigans that i'll hopefully wear to interviews soon and a silk scarf that i'm incorporating into my everyday steez of heart-shaped sunnies, canvas flats, and laissez-faire ease. | | Friday, April 3rd, 2009 | | 7:58 pm |
current mood:
arts and crafts, tater tots, TOO MUCH VODKA, skinny hipster boys, telling new people my life story, splicing film, the shape of his mouth when he's trying not to smile, out-slutting my freshman year self, dinosaur socks from the $1 impulse section of Target, ex-boyfriends, nerdcore, hiding out in the back of IndieQueer pictures  singing lullabies to myself on guitar at 3am, winning $75 in a glorified coloring contest at work, zak smith/sabbath, riding my bike, my new jacket, white wine, strangers telling me i'm cute, 8DZ, poisson d'avril, turning everything into a rap, blind dates, artichoke hearts, cosmetic enhancement, this songeveryone and everything you loved when you were 14 | | Monday, March 2nd, 2009 | | 1:48 pm |
current mood: jeffrey lewis, brussel sprouts, filling up frequent coffee drinker punchcards, Amanda Palmer covering Neutral Milk Hotel, twitter, desparately looking for new friends on the internet, mixing up sub-, un-, and actual consciousnesses, boys with beards, girls with glasses, watching Rock of Love Bus at 2am, 80s Dance Zone, hoping and coping | | Monday, January 5th, 2009 | | 9:20 pm |
cleaning my highschool room
is a cathartic experience. i want to remove all traces of myself from a place that looks like it has been buried under volcanic ash for four years and perfectly preserved as it was circa 2005. i'm through the ethan layer and digging into the willlay/hunchy geolithic period. i hold on to the weirdest things. dentist appt. tomorrow. i'm scurred. i hate the dentist. :( :( :( | | Thursday, January 1st, 2009 | | 4:25 pm |
hello, future
1. What did you do in 2008 that you'd never done before? California 2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? I don't remember. My new resolution is to cook more and eat out less and learn to cook a dish with every item of produce available at the farmers' market. 3. Did anyone close to you give birth? I have some new second cousins once removed 4. Did anyone close to you die? yes 5. What countries did you visit? I've still never left the country 6. What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008? more friends and a respectable job 7. What date from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? November 4th. Working election night was just crazy and inspiring. 8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? getting a 4.0 spring semester and finishing my thesis 9. What was your biggest failure? september 10. Did you suffer illness or injury? i was relatively heathy 11. What was the best thing you bought? sushi and leggings 12. Whose behavior merited celebration? i'll throw a party in your honor 13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? reality tv harlots 14. Where did most of your money go? Rent and food 15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? being with marby 16. What song will always remind you of 2008? "just dance" by lady gaga 17. Compared to this time last year, are you: Happier or sadder? happier Thinner or fatter? i always fatten up in the winter Richer or poorer? richer 18. What do you wish you'd done more of? running 19. What do you wish you'd done less of? drinking 20. How will you be spending Christmas? i spent it with the fam in mke 21. Did you fall in love in 2008? a coupla times 22. How many one-night stands? none! woo 2008 23. What was your favorite TV program? trashy reality dating/ food competitions 24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? No. 25. What was the best book you read? "Body of Work" 26. What was your greatest musical discovery? the awesome jams they play at ballroom dances 27. What did you want and get? Love. 28. What did you want and not get? boots 29. What was your favorite film of this year? Milk 30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? I went out at midnight with a bunch of people+ Nicklaus and then wrote a paper and then went out to a few bars with Wills and Julie and then we got dumplings before Pel Meni closed. 31. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? spending more time with friends 32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2008? skinny jeans and boots 33. What kept you sane? music, marbs, internets 34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? someone with a beard 35. What political issue stirred you the most? environment issues 36. Who did you miss? Emmy and Al 37. Who was the best new person you met? the residents of bauman manor 38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2008: growing up 39. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year: the skies are always blue when you're high enough to see above the clouds that block your view. - "rise above" by lolecule | | Monday, November 10th, 2008 | | 7:47 pm |
I feel oddly aware of being alive today. I don't think I've ever felt this way before. if you've never felt like this, you should try it sometime. here's a step-by-step guide: 1) Eat very little all day, but still feel satisfied. 2) Discuss making your own underwear with your girl-crush (the one with the cute smile). 3) Buy lunch for a pretty stranger. She will ask for your phone number and promise to repay you. 4) Watch an indie movie in a theater. Feel like you are the only one who appreciates it. 5) Walk home in the cold while wearing a big hat. Reflect on your day. Also, someone pooped in the hot tub late Saturday night. I don't think it was me. Update to follow. | | Saturday, October 18th, 2008 | | 3:11 pm |
today is the three year anniversary of bologna saturday. bologna saturday is the epic day of perfection that i last saw jack white ethan and there were haunted houses and new piercings and bonfires and...well....bologna. the day where i woke up under a loft in ogg and fell asleep on a lawn chair in south milwaukee. the day of blue-eyed barrel-chested blondes and the end of that one phase i was in even though i insisted that it was not a phase. and i accidentally sat on his cat.  man, there are a lot of shitty covers of that song on youtube. this one is by far the best. in other news, i am very hungover. that new phone i was raving about in the last entry jumped into a toilet and is now broken. as is my heart. how am i supposed to get along without a phone?!? bologna saturday 2005 happened without a cellphone. i suppose i'll be alright. | | Monday, October 13th, 2008 | | 7:05 pm |
what a weird day. damn. i woke up next to marbs, which is pretty much the best way to wake up. so good, in fact, then i big spoon fell asleep for another hour, waking up just in time to bike to my morning midterm. i rocked the test. it was for my fat class about the history of American bodies. i studied by eating burgers after reading the Jungle and indulging in the "solitary vice" after reading Kellogg. then blah blah blah boring lectures. fueled by coffee, no time to eat. then we watched Back to the Future for film class. i love that movie. then i saw WILL LAY! omg it's will lay! i haven't seen him around in like 2 years! i have a new phone that is made for texting with it's slide-out qwerty keyboard, so i immediately texted emmy and marbs, who (i'm sure) were fascinated.  then i really wanted a sub and i knew cousin's had 2 for $5, but i thought it started at 5 pm, but lucky me it started at 4 and i got them. but then -bad news- i may have lost my job. there's some dramz and i know nothing about it except that i haven't worked in awhile and i may not be able to for awhile. yikkkes. ballroom dance still kicks ass. last week, me and abby from class dance with the seniors at the senior center. they have a live senior band and there's apple juice and crackers. i danced with a guy who graduated from my university in 1936. the old people are adorable in their suspenders and thick glasses. | | Sunday, October 5th, 2008 | | 11:27 pm |
oh man i have senioritis something turribul. i reserved all weekend for work and homework. when chubby girl from indie queer last week called i was like "uh... two big projects, midterms... [cock-ban'08 is over]" and resigned myself to living in the 'brary.
i just don't feel like doing school. i only like ballroom dance, and sometimes film class. otherwise it's pointless.
i went to the library yesterday with a 4.5 hour block to write my 4-6 page paper before i had to go to ballroom dance practice. like a monkey at a typewriter, i banged it out in 3.5 hours and then watched "Paris Hilton's my New BFF."
today i set aside the entire day to watch Fritz Lang's "M" and then do a shot breakdown assignment for film class. I slept in til 1, then hung out with Marbs until 3 and then fell asleep until 9:30 trying to watch this quiet little black and white movie. oops. but i got it done anyway.
ln other words, school is not _that_ hard to the point where it's insulting and i just want to work/dance/marby all day every day. | | Saturday, September 13th, 2008 | | 8:03 pm |
when it rains, it porns
man, our internet/cable is out and it suuuucks. i'm sitting on lib mall with my co-worker waiting for the cookie truck to pull up so i can crack the whip on my tenders because i'm pretty much in charge tonight. i'm looking at porn in public! in the rain!!! woo.... okay, work time. love in this [cookie] truck! | | Friday, September 5th, 2008 | | 8:06 pm |
further proof that mary-kate olsen and i would be BEST FRIENDS FOREVER. we could double team jonah hill. while wearing plaid shirts. skeet skeet. | | Sunday, August 24th, 2008 | | 6:26 pm |
i guess it makes sense that with how much i've been working lately, the only friends i have are work friends. i wake up lonely, which is something new for me. and in my over-airconditioned apartment, i wake up freezing cold. cold and lonely is no way to start one's day. i woke up at 3 pm today after catching up on a week worth's of 3-5 hour night's sleeps. then i walked around downtown trying to find something that would make me happy. the top self-destructive contenders were : coffee, booze, cigarettes, icecream, and piercings. i wanted someone to share in my guilty pleasures, but everyone i called was busy and the rest of my phonebook reads like friend of a friend, awkward hookup, lab partner from three years ago- people you can't really call and ask to go with you to the tattoo parlor on a whim. i ended up getting an iced mocha and sitting in the sun reading my oprah's book club book. christian from work stopped by and gave me my lucky cigarette from last night. and then i felt a lot better. the end. p.s. I'm going to start making this  it's from www.twinkiechan.com | | Saturday, July 19th, 2008 | | 5:18 pm |
quick update
epic sluttery, flannel, open-mouth kissing, beer shits, vibes, sushi, doughy bellies, waiting for buses, and waking up on rooftops | | Thursday, June 26th, 2008 | | 8:19 pm |
book meme
The Big Read reckons that the average adult has only read 6 of the top 100 books they've printed. 1) Look at the list and bold those you have read. 2) Italicize those you intend to read. 3) Underline the books you LOVE. 4) Strike out the books you have no intention of ever reading, or were forced to read at school and hated. 5) Reprint this list in your own LJ so we can try and track down these people who've read 6 and force books upon them | | Saturday, June 7th, 2008 | | 10:50 pm |
I Thought You Said Summer Is Going To Take The Pain Away
I'm back from California. I thought it would be sunny and hot and I could lie by the pool/ocean and get tan and come back skinny and blonde. Instead it was windy, cloudy, and kind of chilly. June Gloom, they call it in San Diego. Put on a hoodie, take it off soon after, then put it back on.  I still liked it. There was some drama that will probably make a good story someday, but right now just makes me sad. I got a pair of Cheap Mondays for $9 at Buffalo Exchange and they are two sizes smaller than the last pair that grew out of me. I ate good sushi and saw a baby panda at the zoo. Pictures on facebook, blah blah blah. In today's local news, this is the first summer in Madison where I am glad to be here. At a party Thursday night, some crust punk came up to me and said he wanted to dance with me but didn't want to step on my toes. I was sold. We smoked some cigarettes and then Carol Brady came out and intruded. We saw her last night, too. Jack asked if she was gay. I said I didn't know. Starting next week, I'll be working three jobs. But my schedules are effed and I don't know how many hours those three jobs will provide. I haven't worked with the crackies in three weeks, I have to wait three weeks for the next theater show, and I don't know how much Housing will book me. I have to hand out catering fliers for the crackies. Like Mitch Hedberg says, I could go to 1000 businesses or two dumpsters. Too bad I'm a model employee and will walk all around town handing out menus. Emily's coming to visit at the end of July!!! We're going to get drunk and call Zesty Tim and all the other phone numbers scrawled on napkins that I had nervously asked for when I was 15. Actually, that might be a bad idea. I drunk dialed Uggie Stick Tuna once and it wasn't as fun as I thought it'd be. Does this entry contain adult concepts? I just noticed that there's an adult content screener on this thing. heh. Current Music: Hello Saferide | | Thursday, May 29th, 2008 | | 4:06 pm |
i've never seen the ocean so i'm going to go see the ocean. | | Sunday, May 25th, 2008 | | 11:27 pm |
i went to the mall today with kym. she needed jeans. i needed to not spend money. i did anyway. we had mega- sushi-happy-fun-times. in our $18 bento boxes were: -4 pieces of sushi -a california roll -veggie/shrimp tempura -dumplings -a scoop of rice -and then a bowl of miso. AMAZING. so good. it was a grab bag of everything i wanted. Then we had green tea ice cream. at target i got some new headphones and a schick quattro shaving gift set. which is the weirdest thing ever. who gives a razor+cartridges as a gift?!? happy mothers' day! or- dear recent graduate, plz shave. actually, this is something my family might do. my lil bro still calls me the dirty hippie. but as my recent shaving gift set purchase indicates, my hairier days are behind me.  sad, i know. but now i can use my: -razor -6 cartridges -"tranquil horizons" serene melodies CD -set of 4 scented bath fizzies and be touchably smoove all over. |
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